Thoughts to the cosmos

I firmly believe that sending out good thoughts brings back good thoughts in return. That is why I have always tried in whatever way I could to help those that need help. I have given money, time, a helping hand, a listening ear - pretty much whatever was needed, whenever I could.
Now I am the one in need. I need to get some money quickly - like within the next 24 hours - in order to pay my rent and avoid eviction.
Don't think that I have not been trying to get things together here. I have applied to well over 300 jobs in the past few months. I have been to very promising interviews that fizzled out shortly thereafter. I have also applied for payday loans, although if you see my earlier blog posting, they are low on my list of ways to get assistance. I am at the end of my rope. I need money for rent to avoid eviction, I need money for a car payment to avoid having my car repossessed, I need money to cover some meds that are needed today. Needless to say I am at my wits end.
I know that there are people around who could help me out without even batting an eyelash. I just don't know how to hook up with them. I am not good at asking for help as I have always been self-sufficient. Now that I find myself in need, I find that I don't even know where to go to find help.
Perhaps by putting my thoughts in writing and sending them out into the cosmos, I will get a badly needed response. Whether it is guidance or financial assistance, it would be greatly appreciated at this point, as I am desperate.